Brittle, break anytime.

My only source of motivation now is him, below.


I'm sad, i'm depressed, i'm feeling dejected, i'm emo, i'm angry at myself, i'm worthless, i'm a loser, i suck, i cant play bball for nuts, i'm stupid, i'm slow, i'm fat, i'm disgusting, i'm nothing but a player with no skills, no talent, no nothing. tsk.

I wanna crouch and sit like this for one whole week.



Thanks to people who wished me luck, msged me, went down to support me, etc... i'm so touched. :/ Yeppp. But we lost. Tsk, i swear i swear i swear i will play better for the next match.
And msging xueying (very random. haha) thinking of excuses for her to pon her work to support us on fri. Jiaen too. (: Haha, thanks people. Thanks jq,loi,jw,ma for gg down to watch my match. Haha, \m/ rocks lah. Sorry sia, cant join you all and supper kx's match thou.

So we went back and watched the video. I just couldnt bring myself to comment on anything. Felt like shit. My morale reach it's all time low. Seriously. Xueli also was super affected. Tskkkk! And even after everyone left, the few of us just went to court tgt to stone, watch the guys and talk until the sky turned dark. And decided to pon sch w k,xl,yv,mb tmr to analyze our matches and play. I dont believe that we cant achieve anything even after working so hard! Darn.

And i was whinning to my sister abt some stuffs as usual and she was 'disturbed' by her new finds. Hahahahahahahahaha, it's damn funny.